"CHAAR
ANNA " holds a very important place in my life. I shall tell why..!
It
was
written only when a strong realisation happened that everything that I
ever worshiped in Life, every dream that I ever dreamt of living,
every song that I ever wanted to sing, every thing that has ever touched
my
core, was born out of our FOUNDER SRI RAJ BHOWMIK's all pervading
Essence..His CORPORitual Values Of Living , His articles, His poem, His
work ..ALL exhibited the same
Fervour..same story.. same flavour..the same song that I always wanted
to hear
and experience..all my life.
I have
slowly started to feel His essence everywhere..in everyone I meet or every one
I touch or in every little work that I do. I am transforming in a big way
... to the extent that its difficult to distinguish whether HE is All in
One OR One in All. The lessons that I needed to learn in life have always
come in small doses thru some great teachers in my life. All the lessons learnt
till now have pointed towards one truth -"TO GET IN TOUCH WITH THE CHILD INSIDE"
..and once I did so I found HIM already there...waiting for me!
This
feeling of expanse and Oneness was forming a wave so huge, that a small
indiscreet "CHAAR ANNA" which was buried deep somewhere, resurfaced
again...and it made the circle complete. This "chaar anna " had been
a keepsake from my Granpa long time back and NOW it has come full circle
again. I dedicate it to the Altar,THE SACRED SANCTUM ,where it was always
meant to be.! I wish many more such Chaar Annas start rolling back in everyone's
life..thus awakening the true nature of every self from deep inside...
Let all
children bathe in the essence of our Founder in the same way, as I was bathed.
Thanks,
" Chaar Anna"
I wrote a silly poem one
day..
I was eight or ten ..it’s
hard to say,
I was so proud and happy
..that I dreamed whole day..
Of flowers & garden and green leaves in a sway.
I dreamt that my Grand pa
would come home from work soon,
and listen to my
first ever poem which I wrote that noon.
Holding his finger and
dancing all the way,
I would then travel to a
dreamland far away..
But I grew restless as he was to come late ,
It was a hot afternoon and I couldn’t
wait.
I went to my aunts and uncle , mom
& granny,
To read out my poem but the takers
were not many..
They all smiled & pulled my cheek
and wow they said,
but all cut my recitation in between
instead.
I was sad & stood in the
courtyard to feel the sun falling strong,
It was still high up and my shadow
very small..
Slowly the shadow started to increase
in size,
My tiny heart speeded up wishing that
it keeps growing likewise.
My eyes on the backyard door were
rooted still..
Every single moment I imagined
the bell on his cycle ring..
The bell finally rang & It made
me jump..
I ran out to welcome him in a mad -
mad rush..
But he was calm, as calm, as he could
be...
I was in love with his calmness which
even calmed me..
I followed him like a shadow
chirping like a bird,
reciting my silly poem as loud as I
could be heard.
He smiled and nodded , asking me to
carry on reading the note,
I felt he understood even more than I
ever wrote.
I finished reading , he was
quite for long,
Then he said the most beautiful
words which chimed like a song,
“This is the best
nature poem ,I have ever heard my dear..!!
Those words felt like soft
music to my ears...
He then stretched out his closed fist
,
Gently asking me to open it..
I opened the fist and was
delighted to see..
My first “ Chaar Anna “,
his blessing for the poem written by me..
This "Chaar Anna" was
buried deep somewhere in some depths..
Layers of dust kept it
hidden from me and the rest.
Till one day YOU found it
and showed it to me..
All came rushing back ,
reminding me to be me !
Full circle, shining , a
trophy of love,
YOU handed back to me
after a gentle rub.
I became a child again ,
I jumped up in joy..
The "chaar
anna" came back again , a loving memoir.
Congratulations and Thanks for the introduction of this new section in Sacred Sanctum. It shall surely bring in fresh followers to the blog...new Age children who are getting prepared to be the change agents of tomorrow...
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