“Am in
love”, almost every person says or feels at least once or many times in their
life.We all want to be loved and feel loved every moment by someone or everyone but
do we ever want or say,“Am in love with myself”.
”.
I was wanting to
be loved unconditionally without knowing the meaning of ‘un-condition’
My heart was
dried up and thirsty, it wanted to take a dip in the Blue Ocean of Compassion;
My hope was
dried up when I looked around and never could feel of being touched with love;
Everywhere it
was either bonding of give and take or complexity of superiority vs.
inferiority;
I started
building up my hallucination of love and made myself satisfied of being loved
How long it
could last?
Yes, one day my
hallucinated love broken down;
It shook me to
say, ‘I do not exist’; it was you who created me and now I want to leave but
whenever you want to imagine me I shall come back to satisfy you’.
I was shocked,
cried, didn’t want to let go
But, I had to
because I understood it does not exist
Through
reflection I realised that it was an illusion, my own creation of nonexistence
I woke up from
the dream state and opened the curtain of my eyes to see the clear sunny blue
sky;
I took a shower in
the warmth of the blue infinite sky.
I
compassionately told myself -hold your faith in your love;
keep hope of
being loved by someone and by everyone;
it exists
everywhere and lives within everyone;
you need to open
your heart without any desire;
it will knock
you softly; tranquilly; without mesmerizing; without making you realize that I
am here…
Because, it
exists within you unconditionally since your existence;
you need to
welcome it unconditionally!!!
Love to me and all!!! - Sharmistha
Its so beautiful because its so real.
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