Changing Destiny with Soul Relationships

Today As I write about  the Circle of life , I recollect the path and the events which became a parable, leading me to this final abode of Love & compassion , where I met myself in Silence & found Me..

 

 Sri Raj Bhowmik has said in CORPORitual that “ One of the most important things that inner peace and tranquility does for us is that, it makes us aware of 'who' we really are. It introduces us, to ourselves.”. I humbly accept myself amidst all the impressions of pain, loss , hurt and defeat ..and happily  move on to forgive and bury the past ..I move on to complete the circle of life which showed me to myself, I move on to live my dream to make a better world , where unconditional love & complete faith can move mountains..I move on to manifest my purpose of existence rather than get involved in petty issues of hurt, anger & loss.

I say this today only after a strong realization that my Life has indeed come a Full Circle. Through out this circle I have felt empowered from deep within.

I was a very energetic, outspoken, extrovert kind of girl, who was always sure about my destinations, stops, pauses, decisions in life ..(or it seemed so !). Packed with this unlimited supply of “never say never again” spirit , I was surging ahead in life with full force. With absolutely no intention to “marry “ I dreamt of pursuing a career in which creativity, imagination and service altered lives & hearts.

Firmly believing that complete faith and unconditional love , can alter all misfortunes, ward off any evil and bring harmony in family & relationship, my search lead me to meet a number of teachers, masters, events & happenings in life which just helped me strengthen my inner belief all the more. With the unconditional support of very loving parents and ever supporting grand parents, I embarked upon a roller coaster journey of life and events which time & again tested my faith & trust in me . I seemingly emerged a winner all the time till I met someone & decided to settle down in life. At this point, a forecast by an astrologer about our marital future was always laughed upon by me, as I was sure that my nature would turn the events against the foretelling .

Completely unaware as I was, of A Master Painter who was busy painting my life in various shades and that very soon the darker shades were to appear, I got married (much to the surprise of my biological family, friends & relatives !) and entered yet another institution of Life's greatest learning .

My biggest learning thus began and it took 15 years of rigorous learning till the last drop in the cup came in the form of an episode, way back in 2010 , which ungrounded me completely , brought about a great marital dis-harmony resulting in excessively stressed out relationship , coupled with my worsening Asthma, my temper flaring up by leaps & bounds , resulting in several outbursts, thus, victimizing my kids and a deep sense of despair and hopelessness had started to set in . All this baffled me completely. Till, one day I woke up & felt disgusted to look at myself in mirror. I felt disgust at what I saw! I needed an answer for all the happenings... I had to change..This is not Me! I needed a makeover..I needed to Heal..!

The moment this thought flashed across , I landed up under the most weird circumstances in SAHHEAL and thus began my Soul's journey . My life came a full circle. SHCC made me realize the whys & the hows of things and happenings...the C- VOL broke all the myths which shrouded the truth from getting exposed & brought me in touch with myself. I lost myself completely in Raj's essence & as soon as I allowed HIM to take over, I got in touch with the child hidden with in me. I realized that the dreams were all intact, the heart was still beating , I realized that I was not Dead..! I was alive & throbbing..It was all there the desires, the dreams, the feelings. All I needed was the bath which this platform called SPF gave to my soul and I am living today..I am alive.. I am accepted fully , completely , wholly in this space . I am ME again. Today, I ask like a child and I am sure it shall be granted too....I am a family member of Soulbath Peace Foundation and I always want it to be so.! I am a winner and..That's my Circle of life!

“..In the middle of this noisy, wild and hectic world, Silence and peace is 

something we are increasingly missing in our lives. This is exactly where CORPORitual comes as the key to the present era, which will lead everyone to wisdom & freedom, away from the present era's distractions and sufferings, and help people to live in harmony with the Universal principals that are the very basis of our existence”- Sri Raj Bhowmik – the winning edict - CORPORitual.

Soul Parenting

The Blessings of our Founder Sri Raj Bhowmik work ever so gently, inspiring us to transcend the challenges in our minds, layer by layer,  making each understanding, each realization, so beautiful. 

I call this wondrous work of Our Founder - Efflorescence.

With this essence, I began to find myself through Motherhood. The convictions and beliefs of right and wrong that I held on to, in my role as a mother, were the ones I had to let go. Life presented me with situations which made me aware of what I had to let go.

Each time a layer was peeled away, I got more in touch with the child in me. It was liberating. I realized that i was actually creating situations because of what I held on to. 

Being a mother is a journey of continuous learning. It is a path that brings you in touch with yourself. We become so filled with what we are supposed to teach our children, that we miss what they are teaching us. We miss the Divinity that this relationship brings into our lives.

Life does come full circle indeed! Being a mother is making me a child again.

I  am grateful to my daughter for this process. I am ever grateful for the Efflorescence.

With Peace,

Smitha Jayanth.

A New Me in the making

Who am I? As people perceived and told me I am a person who is good but do not take any initiative, someone intelligent but lazy and fails to reach the goals, worthy but sitting worthlessly .Many times I used to sit back and think  “Am I this? If I am this, why am I like this? Why don’t I have any enthusiasm to move ahead and take charge of my life?” But some where I couldn’t take that step.

 But now this is a story of the past. I am no more worried about what people think of me but I am more aligned and focused to what I am making out of myself and this makes it easier to move ahead and take that next step. This has become possible for me through the guidance and support of my Guru Sri Raj Bhowmik . His magnificent work to the  mankind through ‘Corporitual’ in all forms be it book, workshops ,SAHHEAL, Raj Bhowmik Schools, has enormous life transformation force and essence attached to it. 

 

        My life in a large picture had become full when Amuli walked into our life two years back just  when we came in touch with the essence of Sri Raj Bhowmik . It ihas been a two year happy journey and I had silently waited for the time to come when I will find my purpose in life. The time came and I realized my soul purpose of existence through a very powerful workshop again at SAHHEAL. Now I feel like raw gold ,ready for processing ,ready to be moulded and designed with the constant guidance of Guru and ready to become priceless.

 This is the new ME and the acceptance and surrender when it happens “Life is just wonderful’. My Heartfelt thanks to my guide and guru Sri Raj Bhowmik.

                                                                                                                   Vijaya Vallabhu.

Children’s Section “Chaar Anna”

"CHAAR ANNA " holds a very important place in my life. I shall tell why..!

It was written only when a strong realisation happened that everything that I ever worshiped in Life, every dream that I ever dreamt of living, every song that I ever wanted to sing, every thing that has ever touched my core, was born out of our FOUNDER SRI RAJ BHOWMIK's all pervading Essence..His CORPORitual Values Of Living , His articles, His poem, His work ..ALL exhibited the same Fervour..same story.. same flavour..the same song that I always wanted to hear and experience..all my life.

I have slowly started to feel His essence everywhere..in everyone I meet or every one I touch or in every little work that I do.  I am transforming in a big way ... to the extent that its difficult to distinguish whether HE is All in One OR One in All. The lessons that I needed to  learn in life have always come in small doses thru some great teachers in my life. All the lessons learnt till now have pointed towards one truth -"TO GET IN TOUCH WITH THE CHILD INSIDE" ..and once I did so I found HIM already there...waiting for me! 

This feeling of expanse and Oneness was forming a wave so huge, that a small indiscreet "CHAAR ANNA" which was buried deep somewhere, resurfaced again...and it made the circle complete. This "chaar anna " had been a keepsake from my Granpa long time back and  NOW it has come full circle again. I dedicate it to the Altar,THE  SACRED SANCTUM ,where it was always meant to be.! I wish many more such Chaar Annas start rolling back in everyone's life..thus awakening  the true nature of every self from deep inside...

Let all children bathe in the essence of our Founder in the same way, as I was bathed.

Thanks,

" Chaar Anna"

I wrote a silly poem one day..

I was eight or ten ..it’s hard to say,

I was so proud and happy ..that I dreamed whole day..

Of flowers & garden and green leaves in a sway.

I dreamt that my Grand pa would  come home from work soon,

 and listen to my first ever poem which I wrote that noon.

Holding his finger and dancing all the way,

I would then travel to a dreamland far away..

But I grew restless as he was to come late ,

It was a hot afternoon and I couldn’t wait.

I went to my aunts and uncle , mom & granny,

To read out my poem but the takers were not many..

They all smiled & pulled my cheek and wow they said,

but all cut my recitation in between instead.

I was sad & stood in the courtyard to feel the sun falling strong,

It was still high up and my shadow  very small..

Slowly the shadow started to increase in size,

My tiny heart speeded up wishing that it keeps growing likewise.

My eyes on the backyard door were rooted still..

Every single  moment I imagined the bell on his cycle ring..

The bell finally rang & It made me jump..

I ran out to welcome him in a mad - mad rush..

But he was calm, as calm, as he could be...

I was in love with his calmness which even calmed me..

I  followed him like a shadow chirping like a bird,

reciting my silly poem as loud as I could be heard.

He smiled and nodded , asking me to carry on reading the note,

I felt he understood even more than I ever wrote.

 I finished reading , he was quite for long,

 Then he said the most beautiful words which chimed like a song,

 “This is the best nature poem ,I have ever heard my dear..!!

Those words felt like  soft music to my ears...

He then stretched out his closed fist ,

Gently asking me to open it..

I opened the fist  and  was delighted to see..

My first  “ Chaar Anna “, his blessing for the  poem written by me..

This "Chaar Anna" was buried deep somewhere in some depths..

Layers of dust kept it hidden from me and the rest.

Till one day YOU found it and showed it to me..

All came rushing back , reminding  me to be me !

Full circle, shining , a trophy of love,

YOU handed back to me after a gentle rub.

I became a child again , I jumped up in joy..

The "chaar anna" came back again , a loving memoir.

I Am..What is..!

Exquisite and elegant ..

I Silently whisper..

I am..

Beauty in solitude...

A Passion renewed.

I linger on through timelessness..

Forever fresh ... 

drenched in morning dew..

blissfully  refreshed.

I am..

love ..

A feel of wonder..

I am..what is .

to behold..to worship..

....in highest surrender!